Today's "Daily Remembering" is born of a full day of meditation (with breaks), after nights of profound dreams. Big, big stuff is remembering itself into my life, and I am remembering so many things, today.
As always, these are written for me. They are a kind of daily LOVE letter...a reminder, and a focus...from ME to me. They are written for me, because I am writing what I know. I invite you, as always, to read them in your own voice, and to feel whether they have resonance, for you.
I have been planning some big stuff...some new developments, to share, in my energetic work...some new price points, for new clients...some fun new ways to connect with all of you...some new deals, to celebrate/remember my renewed sense of abundance...some further living outside of my comfort zone (yep...even further). Tons of new stuff.
Today's meditation was not consciously planned. It was/is consciously appreciated, and I am so grateful for the opportunity, to have a day of introspection and allowing. I truly live in a world of blessing...and sometimes...I remember that I do.
You are a major part of this life of blessing. My greatest joys are easily found in my serving of others...in sharing my gifts, in the service of others' remembering...and in moments interaction (of all kinds) with other folks.
I live for it. I live for my interaction with you, and others. I live for, and love my service of others. It is my breath and drink and air. I realize that I have been very good...genius, even...at giving. It feeds me. I love it. It is a major reason, for this life of Patrick.
Of late, I am increasingly aware of the ways that I may have pushed away help, and pushed away the idea of asking for help. This is such a perfect time, for this kind of awareness, because I am able to be aware of it, without any self-judgment, guilt, or regret. I can be aware of it, and let it be. This is a wonderful experience.
I am simply aware that now is a wonderful time, for asking and accepting, with the same fervor, that I have had for giving. I am aware that I have allowed some practiced ideas, about "receiving as charity", "asking as failure or weakness", "generosity as giving", to subtly inform my choices.
I am aware of all of this, and I am also aware that I can let it be, while I also allow for "receiving as blessing", "asking as allowing for my abundance", and "generosity as receiving". I am choosing to allow my life to be easier...and ain't it easier, when we receive AND give? Very freeing, and totally up to me.
Below, is the "Daily Remembering" for today, August 8, 2012. It is a longer one, and it took a little longer to create. It is also, now, in the short list of my personal favorites...from the last four years.
In this perfect moment, I remember that asking for help is not a sign of weakness, or failure. I remember that asking for help...really, honestly, courageously, full-on asking for help...means accepting help. It means graciously and gratefully accepting help.
In this perfect moment, I remember that "giving" and "receiving" are simply two perspectives, of the same expression of generosity. I remember that giving is receiving, and that receiving is giving.
In this perfect moment, I choose to accept and receive, with the same the same joy, that I have experienced, in giving. I remember that asking for, and accepting help...in any aspect of my life...simply takes practice, as giving once did.
In this perfect moment, I truly allow my world to show me the generosity, that I have shown the world, and I remember what a blessing, it all is. In this perfect moment, I ask and receive, with gratefulness and joy and excitement.
I AM LOVE, and know all as LOVE!
I would really love this to be an opportunity, for connection and sharing. If it is a joy, for you, please share your own feelings, and if/how this resonates with you. Thank you, and with a deep sense of the blessing of you, I say, "I AM LOVE, and know you as LOVE!" Blessings!
Patrick